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i’m tired of so much.

it’s a little sad; i write here like someone might be reading this but i don’t think anyone does anymore.

it might let me be a bit more open.

i don’t have to worry about my feelings being weaponized against me if no one knows about them.

read up on memex/digital gardens/public learning.

i tried, but i don’t think it’s for me.

i never took notes in school; being stupid meant i had to force myself to memorize everything since i couldn’t figure anything out on my own.

nowadays it seems pointless to make notes, since i would be regurgitating the most rudimentary things that one could find anywhere.